What matters is what hasn't been...

I told her that she inspires me to be a better version of myself.

Then I told her that I want to marry a girl like her one day.

I told her that I need her in my life.

I meant all of this, every word, and more.

I haven't told her that I love her. I don't want it to feel forced, and I don't want it to be unrequited.

My plan is to move close enough that I can visit her regularly. After a few months of getting to know her in person, then I'll ask her out.

Then, one day, I'll marry her.

I'll do all this, but I'll never use this stupid blog.