Looking back over my life, I have at times wondered what I'm doing with it. What am I trying to accomplish here? The past..seems such a long way away..another time as if it were another country..somewhere that I'd heard about, perhaps once on TV, but never been to myself.
Well, see, I'm not the same as I once was. I myself stand as a different person today than the person who I once was.
Life..it changes you..should you choose to live in it.
This thing..my burden to bear..my own personal cross..it's a lot like life. It's big, ugly, and it takes more out of you than you could ever put into it.
So..that being said..I want to thank you, for helping me. Even when you didn't realize you were. Even when you had no idea. You helped me in ways that you never thought possible..simply because you never realized that there was another way to think. And I hope you don't mind this..but I can't help but to put down in words how wonderful life is now you're in the world.
Copyright infringement? Bah! How could I infringe on anybody's copyright when I'm never gonna use this stupid thing anyway?
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Smile.
You're pulling out all the stops now, but it seems the longer I go, the closer I get to getting further away from where you want me to be. You're stronger than me, but I've got help. I've got to watch myself, constantly. I've let you win too many times.
Things are taking on a rather daunting appearance from where I'm standing, but you can't take my hope away. I do believe in the impossible. I've lost sight of that before.
I know that standing alone, you will defeat me. As with the Jabberwocky, "if it ain't vorpal, it ain't dead."
So, I'm not really sure what else I wanted to say..just, I'm never gonna use this thing, so don't be surprised if I don't.
Things are taking on a rather daunting appearance from where I'm standing, but you can't take my hope away. I do believe in the impossible. I've lost sight of that before.
I know that standing alone, you will defeat me. As with the Jabberwocky, "if it ain't vorpal, it ain't dead."
So, I'm not really sure what else I wanted to say..just, I'm never gonna use this thing, so don't be surprised if I don't.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Why..
There was a reason, I think.
The one thing I'm sure of is that the reason could never have justified the means, or the end-result.
Even in the long term, there would have been a better way to reach my goal, but..it seemed at the time like it was at least a way to move forward, instead of stagnating, and slipping backward.
The problem with regressive progression is that if you forget the reason why you did it in the first place..then you've kind of defeated your purpose, haven't you?
Bah, I don't know what I'm trying to say. I'm never going to use this stupid thing anyway, so it's not like it matters.
The one thing I'm sure of is that the reason could never have justified the means, or the end-result.
Even in the long term, there would have been a better way to reach my goal, but..it seemed at the time like it was at least a way to move forward, instead of stagnating, and slipping backward.
The problem with regressive progression is that if you forget the reason why you did it in the first place..then you've kind of defeated your purpose, haven't you?
Bah, I don't know what I'm trying to say. I'm never going to use this stupid thing anyway, so it's not like it matters.
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