Just getting up for the let down.

I'm a total sell out.

I was supposed to be going to the temple..weekly.

I did..once.

I don't think that counts as weekly.

I missed some meetings.

I wrote a couple poems.

I decided to change.

..and I started to.

..but without a real commitment..

..you know..to the things that matter..

..it won't.

I can't believe myself. Ugh.

Just glad I've stuck by my commitment to never use this thing.